YAY!!!! Wut a fun bonfire ^_^ that turned out like relli great with so many ppl hehe wuznt sure if the food was going to work out... but it seemed fine =) and the fires.... well.... i guess they were ok even tho ppl didnt exactly keep them clean *sigh* i wanted to cook my hotdog =( anyways that was an awesome bonfire nonetheless ^_^ and i guess it had to be considering how that mightve been the last time we hang out....for a while that is --_^ i"m still planning to see most of you at other times during the summer lol maybe we"ll organize another bonfire near the end of july before ppl start leaving for the east coast yea? hehe
yea... I havn't posted anything in a while lol. I seriously think that it's cuz i can't think of anything meaningful to say that hasnt already been said by the entire senior class =/ Or maybe it's the fact that none of this has actually hit me yet..... everything seems so surreal to me kinda.... graduating, gradnite, spending time with friends that I may never see again (Still seems really wierd to me).... And I keep hearing my xanga song play over and over again in my head.... *sigh* i'll post sumthin better when I've finally realized what's going on. Anyways.... Troy High School'ss finally over.... dam... took long enuf =P lol.........but i hope the Troy Friendships arent ^_^
Everyone bring $3 to me or Johnny by like monday or tuesday for our group food fund. It'll go towards like wutever food we need like pizzas and soda, since i dont think wut ppl are bringing will be enough.
*sigh* i dont know y im writing this right now.... guess it hasnt hit me yet that i wont be seeing ppl anymore after a few more days... but i feel relli bad evrytime i think bout it. I dont relli wanna be all sentimental for the last couple days that i"ll be seeing ppl... kind of a lame way to be rememberd ya know lol. Technically ive been anticipating it... which is y i started to be more outgoing senior year and tried to spend as much time as possible with my friends by going out and stuff especially on fridays. Well... just thought that i wud change the music to be more appropriate....
edit: just decided to attach this on so i wudnt push the info for the bonfire out of the way too much neways.... just had to put this down sumwhere.... at first... i hated my parents for turning me into a trophy son...treating me as the good lil boy/brother who always did nice things for his sister, who always studied hard until the late hours of the night, who always listend to his parents, who had good grades, who did the chores, who aspired to be a doctor, who was always polite and friendly, etc....to be honest... i know i'm not like that... i'm not even that smart. Yet, when i wuz lil... they pounded all of that into me... i cant relli be a good judge of how much that actually stuck... but i realize sum did stick, one thing i realized has been that no matter how much i've hated my parents for doing it to me and how many times i've tried to convince myself that i dont care about their opinions. the truth is that i do care... and the fact that i cant meet their expectations is quite frustrating... but worst of all is that i've finally realized the extent that they view me as a trophy... and how little they care about me and my feeling and my thoughts and my desires..... and that was a truly sad revalation *sigh*....the only thing keeping me from feeling totally down is the fact that i have friends that actually care bout me... something my parents dont have and would never understand. Just wanted to say thnx for being there, even if u dont even know u helped. i'm gonna miss you guys so much ^_^
this video's from Saved By The Bell ^_^ it's sweet <3 ^_^
Time : 1 PM until Whenever, Monday June 19th 2006. (The monday following graduation)
Parking : in the marked parking lot on the map, cost is $10 for all day parking, carpool if u wanna split the cost of that =P
i'll just edit this post if new stuff comes and there's changes ^_^
EVERYONE COME AND HAVE FUN AND INVITE OTHER PEOPLE =P
EDIT : make sure u bring sumthin like snackfoods/smores or drinks and cups or pizza or nething good like that =P oh and towels and other beach stuff might be a good idea too ^_^ a boombox and sum music wud be great if sum1 has one that runs on batteries =)
EDIT X2: Bring any and all troy papers that you wanna burn in the bonfire. Help keep the fire going --_^
edit x3: ... ... multiple outlet power cord: $20 gamecube entertainment system: $110 twenty watt solar electric panel: $150 panasonic's 65-inch plasma TV: $13000 ssbm with friends in the glow of a beach sunset: priceless There are somethings money can't buy, for everything else, there's Mastercard. ^_^ (this ad brought to you by krchyu)
